I made a choice today. And because I made a deal with myself that I would go to the gym every day this week, I made myself feel like a failure. When in fact this is not failure, this is choosing for yourself and the ones you love. While writing this the second thought is “and what if that’s just another excuse?”
So I will just stop blaming myself. Sometimes life gets in the way of your goals. I have done three days of gym in a row and my body is feeling it. Besides that I have an inflammation on my leg which prevents me from moving normally and from swimming. So I choose myself today.